old & new
old:
2009 was bittersweet for me. Mostly, it was sweet, though. The financial crunch put a huge crunch on my business & my clients, that was the bitter part. Good things resulted from that, though: (a) I streamlined my budget and eliminated a lot of waste. In this process I also got re-acquainted with the seemingly lost art of simplicity, and learned to be quite happy with a lot less. this has been good. (b) the crunch motivated me to finally create and launch the business model that I had been tossing around for a while. the results have been wonderful since the short time that I launched my new business.
I had a biiiig year planned for running. Starting the year out with a nasty ankle injury rocked the big yearly plan on its side, taking months to heal. This might have changed my plans, but I still managed to grow just a whole lot as a runner. I have gained a lot, yet I have *so* much more to do. Still, it feels pretty good to look back and see where I am now versus where I was 1 year ago in my running. After such bad luck with the flu at Cactus, I was determined for my year to end good, and Fuego Y Agua went well, and ended up being such a powerful, life-changing experience for me. It's going to take a long time until I find anything that is much harder than that, so when I want to whine now, I will just remember FYA and know that I can keep going. Having that memory/experience to recall will be very useful for me on the trail in the future. In the process of various injuries, over training myself (and then under-training!), an other various and sundry happenings of the year, I learned just a TON. (note: you cannot balance out over training with undertraining, or the other way around. *remember this, self*)
Injuries, cancelled plans, DNF events, lots of being sick-while-running, work & financial difficulties...yup they stung at the time. All of them came with lessons or some sort of valuable experience, though. I"m grateful for that. It's time to move on. Good bye, 2009.
new:
I am very optimistic about 2010. I have set some lofty goals in both my career and my running. I have also decided to invest as much as I can into more education and professional development this year. There is a very positive feeling in the air about my work and career, and I want to expand and perfect what I have to offer to my clients.
This further investment into my education and business will cut into what I can spend on training and events this year, but that is not keeping me from setting some training goals for myself. I'm not sure I'll be doing any distances over 50k this year, and I'm going to start out slow and work on my speed some. I have gotten comfortable physically and mentally with the idea of big distance. I know that hills are possible if I do the training, but speed is my weak area. So, that is what I am going to try to start improving on this year. Event-wise, I have not made any plans yet. I have said before that 2010 will likely be "year of the local races." Even so, I haven't decided which ones. I"m pretty sure I'll end up going back to FYA if I can possibly swing it, though. :-D
FYA was very empowering. I feel so confident and resolute about my running going into this year. Let's just hope I can keep that fire as I progress into the more aggressive phases of my training. This is is featuring a LOT of training that is outside of running. Ashtanga Yoga, regular weight training, stretching...oh yes, I am finally ready to do all of it. As much as I enjoyed swimming in Nica, I might even be willing to to that. You can't hold me to it, but I've thought about it. (swimming for fun in Ojo de Agua is not swimming laps)
It feels good to be entering this year so excited and pumped feeling about both my running and my career/business. Good things are afoot, and let us hope that this continues to flourish throughout the year. I am wishing a Happy, Healthy & Abundant year for all of you!
